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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

.kaki.rayaU.buntu.

hahaha~ ensemx muke aku? stylo ek~

Assalamualaikum?~ alah! sopan nye anak saper laa nih ek? wikikikiki~ entry kali ni mengisahkan perangai aku yg salu piker banyak setiap kali melibatkan pembuatan dan pengambilan keputusan.. hah!! mcm ape jerk ayat~ "Lahantak kaww laaaa jemah ooii~"

ujung minggu ni aku nye ex-bff wedding... weLL~ kenaper EX? sbb mmg dah lamer pon aku x menjadi bff.. dolu time memuler masok unibesiti kami amat rapat kerana sekelas.. sekumpulan... sebaris klau duduk tuu... sesamer dan segerak~ wikiki...

but.. but.. eventho we not bff anymore... we still frens n fwens ahahaa (ape beza tu??)... sbb aku syg akan perhubungan persahabatan yg terbina.. kitorg sgt klaka biler bersamer... kengkadang aku penambah bahan perasa kt lawak bodoh dier buat... n sumtimes dier plak ajinomoto utk lawak ke der yg aku buat... kn? gittew... hahahaha~ tetapi... we both does not meant to be a good friend tho' .. just enaff to be a friend... ho?.. so n so n sooo... when kitorg further study.. kitorg still satu university.. still in da same fakulty n da same course just in diffrent MAJORING... im in Networking n she really enjoyed in Computer Industrial... well she oredi werking u noe... me? stiLL study hard for my Master.

sooooo... the story is.. i hav never lost contact wiv her... eventho' she living a fab lane wiv a fab girlfrenz n fab love life... we still Hi! each other... still talking bout each other stuff n on... like her nephew... my nephew.. her sister.. my brother... blablabla... coz u noe what? i've been to her house at trengganu... n noe her family too... so does she... aku penah la bawak dier balik mah atok aku kn??... time umah atok penoh nak mampos~ ahahah *owh!!! what a memory this is* *sambil pejam-pejam mater*...

and now she is getting married... ekceli dah kawen pon kt trengganu 2 minggu lepas... akad nikah kt mah dier d trengganu... but diz week kt johor... dpt org bukit pasir, batu pahat. owh lupe nk add~ mase dier sudah pandai berpakwe... aku sentiasa tawu perkembangan dier... dgn siapa... everytime she change her botfiey... xlaa salu but there always a replacement when the last one didnt werk out... hehehe~ (hey ya sorry paL' im just telling a real story here..)

this last fortunate guy who is now her husband should be really2 grateful sbb dpt dier nih! she, i shall call her family cheerleader.. coz she very noisy n funny too~ hahaha.. eh? by the way... ni bukan AGENDA utama my dead-end worry issue.. diz just a reason why.. hahahahaha punye laaaa panjang... tp nnt aku nk buat post exspecially for her... since dier dah kawen kan???... tunggu yer that story~

now lets focus, so~ her wedding ceremony at bt pahat invitation had arrived... aku yg semngat nk g dua-dua majlis tetibe xjd sbb 1) aku dah kt JB n im in a problem. 2) aku xrase aku spatutnye berada disitu since im no longer her BFF.. kn? so i ditched da 1st plan to attend her wedding at trengganu... but i will go to her event at Bt. Pahat. Since aku kenal gitu2 kt si-Lan tuuu.. heheheh~ brani laaaa nk g kenduri kawen mah dier...

rancang nk g lone ranger... tp dah kt JB ni melambak plak kengkawan yg tawu aku ni kaki rayau... sumer dah dok calling2 tanye... g umah dier x... aku jwb 'tatawu ag' tuuu jelah.. hihihi~
tp selepas sorg member cincai aku roger.. aku tross deal ngan minah ni.. nk g skali.. sebab~ minah ni dah bli kete... xpayah laaa aku nk kene drive... pergh! dr mule aku dpt lesen mmg aku laaa yg salu bawak mereke2 ni kemaner sajer!!! nah!!! skrg kong-korng dah de lesen + kerete.... siler bawak aku plak eh???~ aku lompat tikam blakng ko nnt klau xnak bawak aku! so we both hav a deaL

TATAPI aper yg membuntukan kapla hottak aku ialah~ ade saorg umat manusia yg telah pon berjanji untuk folo kami! minah ni mmg feymes ngan prangai 'pliss LOVE me!' n 'nobody does not LOVE me' kn??? dier salu buat org lain happy disamping dier menyakiti ati insan lain~ MINAH ni yg buat aku xKONFEM tross plan aku tadik!!! demmm~ aku dah nk dekat setahun xbeckp ngan minah ni... dah klau dier nk g skali~ mampossss~ cemaner laaaaaaa energy dlm kete tuuu~ misti senyappp jerk! wikikiki...

aku dah bli adiah~ aku dah bli kad... aku tinggal nk balut tinggal nk sign jer... sbb aku kongsi bli adiah nih... but since she wanna hav a ride wiv us~ aku kene consider balik~isssshhhh!!!! buntu!!!! buntu!!!!

i wanna go!!! but i dont wanna go wiv her!! i do wanna wanna go to the event!!! but i do not wanna wanna her be in da same car wiv us!!! i had buy the gift!!! but i dont wanna share wiv her!!! i do not hav problem to speak to her!!!! but i dont mind if i had a problem wiv her!!!! Owh!!!! bad arra!!!! bad arra!!!! shame on me!!!! zasssss!!!!!


totally . a . dead . end


Saturday, March 24, 2012

. rayau . rayau . terJUMPE .

Assalamualaikum...

tetibe selak-selak file dlm beg pusaka tu aku terJUMPE 3helai kertas yg best
isi kandungannye~... poems yg aku tulis utk menenangkan diri aku mase aku memuler skali smbung degree kt
skudai duluuu... aku ade problemo dgn roomate aku yg 'rumet' tuuuu~...
kat bilik jumpe die, g class pown jumpe dier... so, dgn slamer kini im forever independent... bile ade org yg keep
remind us everything n keep bubbling evrything up... aku jd muak! nak marah xboleh... sbb klau begadoh, malas
plak nk kene ngelak jumpe dier kn??? dah kater kelas samer... bilik samer... n when i bring my own ride n car...
she totally gonna be wiv me... owh SHITTO!... so... dgn mememndam rase.. aku jd creative plak nk create poem ke poetry ke aku pon tatawu~ hehehehe... let's just view n read it... klau korg bace... mmg laaaaa nampak sgt aku dah DOWN giler time tuuu...

+ The Rhythm of Mind +

those silence that i have created
now seems to be even more quite
the shape that used to be nice
now it's like hard time red
when night falls on the right crushed time
it's gonna take my daylight too
when the long day came along
it will never let me do
everything look nice when two become one
single guts never been replaced
double feeling never help me so
multiple choice never seem to cure me more
but new born sacrifice
make me wonder every part of me
will it end
or
will it just lose again ???


. kaki . rayau . berangan . seyh .

.kaki.rayau.terBACE.



ok2.. tanak touching2 sgt... tp mase blogwalking tadi... aku terBACE qoute ni

dekat blog adeq manis yang telah memenangi award BEST CELEBRITY AWARD

pada World Blogger & Social Media Awards 2012 iaitu Miss Fatin Liyana.

peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga nih!!! no more duniawi... suppose starting to

think about ukhrawi already :))


" You might be married to the worst man on earth, like Asiah who married Firaun (Pharoah), but it didn't change her (aqidah).
You might be married to the best man on earth, like Nabi Lut's wife, yet that doesn't mean you're going to Jannah with him.
You might not be married at all, like our beloved Maryam yet Allah SWT places your status above all other women on earth.
Have faith in Allah always and place your full trust in Him. He's the central focal point of our lives "


- Heba El-Haddad -
insyaAllah.. Amin

.kaki.rayau.touching.lebeyh.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

kaki.rayau.komen.espiyem


wahhh!!! arini bebudak amek result SPM ekk??...
aku de gark sorg kazen yg hamek SPM nih.. tp disebabkan beberapa
faktor... aku dah malas nk amek tawuk.. cumer, keadaan family dier yg sgt SUKER menjaja cerite mewah buat aku ingin teros 'stalk' kazen aku nih... pompuan laaa of coz.. mmg sejarah lampau dier budak yg sgt pintar.. PERFECT SCORE gituu~ so SPM mestilah nk yg SEMPURNA jugak.


Owh! i wish for the best of u my cuzziey - syahirah.. ewwahhh~ tawu dier deq blog aku nih... bapak best!.. hikhikhik..
hampir setahun aku xamek port pasal family dier... weLL u guys noe what.. di sebabkan family aku amat rapat... aku ni di ibarat akak sedara yg paling PENTING pluss RETIS gittew klau di umah atok...

Bukan disebabkan oleh prangai aku yg diva(tu sgt bukan aku).. tp disebabkan keprihatinan aku d kampung.. eecceeewwwaaahhh~ alaaaa mak aku anak sulong so aku ni ibarat cucu utama gittew laaa... adeq2 sdare sumer pon... sket2 aku... sket2 aku! kn?? so im da selfish bitch ever in da house~... but since bapak kazen aku ni ade menuduh bapak aku n mak aku ni taking BRIBE... owh! how i wish i can punch him in da face or at da stomach or COMBO! that wiLL be just GREATTT!! kn?... xpadan ngan bongkok... dah tua.. duduk kampong.. keje cikgu kokak jer... tp MOLOT mcm PARIT!!! busukk!!! pppuuuiittt!!! eh? emos plak...

but weLL.. citer lamer kn? so, i decided to quit on their family life issue~ 'LAHANTAK KAW LAAAA' bak kater mak jemah kn?? 'haaaaa' aah'.. but story never stop there... d sebabkan kerapatan dan kemesraan aku bersamer kazen2 yg lain.... their family issue i will olwes UPDATE... kehkehkhekhkheke..

alaaaa~ simple.. aku short the long story laaa...~ since anak 1st 2nd n 3rd aunty aku ni sumer bajet dorg best padahal sumer pon aku tawu pekong memasing... mak n abah dorg ni kene kincing bayek punye ngan anak2 dorg nih... tp 'in denials' laaaa~ sbb bangge punye pasal.. heheheh~.. n xlupe jugak da 4th which is the last daugther or my aunty ni... wus taking SPM last year...

how im shocked with all da story my others cousin told me... she was a perfect from all of other cousin laaa .. i guest, sbb dier jer yg salu perfect score in study yg lain.. cecukop makan jer... n ngam2 untuk masok university n get a degree... so! wiv her background of being such a well behave girl... so saint... so nice.. so cute but what ever so still hav black attitude beside =)

sebok.. biler result SPM kuar, she wanna applied to study a medic course.. why NOT eh??... there is no doctor in the family.. diz will be gud.. but belom ape2 lg... all she can say... 'i wanna study oversea... i wanna study at ireland... i wanna go n study medic ... i dowanna take medic at MALAYSiA'.. hey? what the hell??? ko blom dpt result ag kowt.. relax laaa... jgn takbur sgt..

mak ayah dier pon bukan laa kayer cap lanun tuuu~ stended teacher both of them.. walaupon anak last.. tp yg 1st, 2nd n 3rd... masih d tanggung oleh mak apak nye... always2 talking like shit laaa that family... but... what the heLL~ i just wanna noe if she made it~..

dapat x result yg best? dapat x g university kt ireland? n dapat x course medic tu??~ i wanna noe~ if she get it... than she will get sum 'tabik-spring' from me soon! hahahah~

soooo~ just wait n see~ to those candidate yg BERJAYA dgn cemerlang... CONGRATULATIONS!!! n kepada yg kurang bernasib baik.. alaaa diz is not d end.. u will face the bigger one in a moment~ adap jelah... perjalanan sgt jawoh lg!!

even, for me myself... i finished my SPM 8 years ago... i still dont even find my full-stop journey.. still werk for it! search for it n endure everything for it~ n yess!!! my journey is to long... but thats is life! u can never explain what is life all about.

tah saper punyer result laaaa ni... 6jam lepas dier g amek... MANTAP seyh!!!

so fella.. hav a wonderfull day... giv a chance to others to success n please stop talking nonsense... suppose be better than that.

kaki.rayau.pening.sudah

Monday, March 12, 2012

. Merah .

kenape MERAH? kenape??... hehehe

sebab aku addicted to MERAH now.. dunno why

alaaaa xde reason tersembuyi pown... aku terbeli jerr... pastu aku

mcm rase haru biru plak dgn color2 yang ade..

tp sebenanrnye aku suker jer...

alaaaa, merah... xsalah kan??... lain laaa aku minat PINK!!! umang aiii~

PINK mmg tunggu bumi begulung pown belom tentu lagi...

hehehehe~ tu jer post aku untuk kali nih...

Al-maklom.. now im learning to write shorter and less word~ ahaha

stiLL i will write LONG one after dissss~

merah.tak.koleksi .kiter.

kaki.rayau.giler.merah.now.ON


.aku.kaki.rayau,kembali.

holla.. hye.. im baCk... back for good i guest... haishhh!!! tajuk xberape nk 'horny' sgt laaaa~ ahahah.. sbb br nk aktiv balik... ce tgok tuuu last update... april 2011 kowt.. skrg??? mac 2012... umang ai.. setawonn kowt.. kn? kn?... pening2~...

aku bukan sengaja xnak active.. tp im not born to be ey blogger... but im born to try new thing.. so, I AM TRYING ok??... wish me luck... aku manyak problemo yg nk kena hadap... mak saket... nenek saket... atok saket... kucing saket... kakak tunang... kakak kawen... kakak nk cerai.. eh? eh? yg nih tade~ agagaaggaga

so im kind of busy... i noe for those yg mmg dlm darah keje nye ber-idea.... everything mesti nk d blogkan... memuler nk gak try hapdet using my BB but xpuassslaaaa stakat screen 3inch tuuuu kene carik yg puloh2 belas2 inch jugak!hikhik.. tanak kalah tuuuu..

weLL since aku da ckp 'am back for gud'... its mean aku mau settle everything down here.. here??... johor... thats it! at least sampai aku rase aku dah ready nk kembali ke kL or seremban. for now.. looking for my identity.. here in Johor.

untuk yg memahami aku... untuk yg mengenali aku... serta bagi mereka yg rase baik... siler laaaa doakan untuk aku yer kt sini... im gonna do my time... reaching sumthing i believe i can.. having things i need to hav... n giving anything to anyone that need it... InsyaAllah.. may Allah bless me weLL. Amin.


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